title: unique.wierdo
haizz...there are many things in life. sacrifices made. things we face. obstacles dat are hard to overcome. n importantly , things we feared most. . . i messed up. i really did. god gave each of us life , but i guess i didnt spent mine wisely. now im facing regrettions. n how much i hate to say it ; if only things would go the other way round instead. . how dumb was i thinking everything was okay. but it wasnt. if only i had more time. . i wasnt redy to face fear. well, slowly im learning. learning to mend things up. im now facing depression .... you might be wondering whuts the above paragraph for. hmm..its fer me to noe, fer you find out. lol. kk. lately, all i can say is ; ive got no mood. no mood to entertain attitudes n suckaas. why? nt gona mention. all of a sudden, i came to regret most of the things done in my life. ~you should have known better~ fine. i shant elaborate further. i have nuttin much to say so it'll jus be a short one. i feel like changing my blog. yea, seriously, its jux crap. will be changing it by the end of tis year. yes im lazy. didnt do much today. i woke up early in the morning n went straight to the comp. facebook. i was editing mon's peekchas while chatting with amirul. den he had to go off to skool. uploaded the pic. lol. den amirul text say he was under my block, ask me to go down. but lazyy uh. in the end went down fr awhile oni. den he say he at tis particular block. ask me to meet him dere. i told him, lazy. dun wan walk. den i went back up. on the comp again. went to erwyn's profile. i 'like' one of his post. bout JB . den he chat with me fer awhile. mostly its about JB. i became obsessed wit JB bcoz of him. hahahahs. tanxx yaa. n see ya soon. miss ya lotz redy. im soooo gona get JB's album. yay! hahahaha. den continue chatting w amirul. i told him whut really hapend n why m acting weird nowdays. tanx to 'you'. hehh. so was otp w ira. kesian ira. her neighbour singing to chinese songs sooo veryyy loud. HEHH. i was pissed off bcoz i cant find anyting nice to drink in my fridge. deres absolutely no nice drinks. urgh!! luckily found cookies n cream ice cream. so i find difficulties tryin to scoop it. i used plastic spoon at first. (i was soo dumb) n it broke. used metal spoon..but it bended..like really bended. haaha. now on the fone with ira again.den sabrina is under her block with her cousin. yapp tis made me laugh : ira : ehk aku nak amek jacket ar . aku tk pakai _____. me: HAHAHAHAH!! SIAK!! ira :hahaha....ehk,sabrina gi cross padang tu buat per sey. HuaHua!! me: HUAKK!! ira : ehk, kau nak tau aper tak? me: aper? ira : tadi aku ingatkan tuu sabrina seyy ..padahal tu orang mamak maner enth nga jalan! me: HAAHAHAHAHHAHAAAH!! SERIOUS??!! HUAHUAKKK!!!! ira : haahaahahaahahahah!!!! den now on the fone bck w ira. heeh. soo, i swear im damn freaking bored ryte now. hehh. cant believe i spilled plain water n my carpet. lol. my room is in a total messed. clothes everywhere arnd the place. hehh. hrmm..i needa save $$. my cash is like decreasing everyday. but deres still alot of things to get. i still needa find my top fer the class pit. i wanna get my contact lense oso. needa get shades. my shades jux broke. hmm.. i oso needa save coz i wanna get a rabbit!! haha. yea~ soo tis fri, i wanna skip choir. i wanna go to Griffiths Pri. fer the P6 bazaar. wooo~ my brothaa seyy! huakk. den at nite, hes gona have his prom. coool. lolx. so im currently watching tis love story. gosh...i cried. *tears*. the same situation as whut im facing. lol coincidently. hahah. k uh. got nuttin else to say. ** i promise you dat my next post wil you all about 'YOU'. yess. the whole post, im gonna say everything . letting it out. cant stand it . urgh... kk. bye peeplxz! :B ~xoxo~ Labels: hate how much i really loved you... |
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