title: ღ нαηεч αηιsнια ™ : / is my past really tryinna haunt me backk ? i dunoo . but if you ask me , its freaky much . freaky , as in weird . this never happened before . dreaming the same dream over n over again EVERYTIME i go to sleep . i thought everything that happened before stays as before . and that it wont bother me much in the future . but ever since dat day when my mom mention to me , abt you , again , it started . i have this dreams bout you . i would be more than happy if those dreams came abt last time , but not now . and when i woke up that night , i started to cry . i seriously have noo idea whyy i would . at first i tot it was nuttin .. but i kept dreaming the same dream everytime i tend to fall asleep , be it day or night . and everytime when i wake up , i'll cry . . how i wish i had never met you and dat you never came abt in my life . yes i'll admit , i do miss you sumtimes and freak out when you talked to me . cmon , pleasee ? just go awayy . go awayy from my life . i dun wanna waste these tears on you again . atleast not anymore . im tired of everything . so please .. it wasnt easy for me to go to sleep now . or i would just force myself not to sleep . im just scared . i dunwan to be crying all night , bcos of this . and it makes me miss you even more . i dun wan to be thinking of you again . i dun even wanna noe anythin abt you . yknow , everytime , when i hear your name or see things that reminds me of you , i tend to have flashbacks , which reminds me of what use to be . i dunwan dat anymore . like sumtimes , i find myself veryy weird . is there somthing wrong with me ? pfft . i wann these dreams to stop . but it just wouldnt . its like every night , without fail , you always appear . same words you say , same place , everything . urghhh ! just stop ! .... so yeah , im scared . i dun wanna fall asleep .. but i'll do . seriously i just | i'll stop here . i dun feel like talking further . leave me alone . all of you . Labels: whats more to expect |
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title: erwyniswanmalcolmchrisjustinbieberloganlermannevershoutnever~ :D ღ нαηεч αηιsнια ™
~♫ you dun even noe how very special you are ... you leave me breathless , youre everything good in my life , you leave me breathless , i still cant believe that youre mine . you just walk out of one of my dreams . so beautiful youre leavin me .. breathless .. ☮whaaaaazzzzuuupppp !!! hehehe . sry fer not updating . lazzzzzyyyy ! so , last Mon till Wed , had chalet . hrmm .. kindaa boring . HAHA . all i did was , take pictures of mua self ! whahahhaha ! xD i didnt when swimming . coz i dunwan to get darker . NYAHAHA . den hen out w Sab n her cuzz . soo main thing , its just boring . hehehe btw , i kinda miss karlynn and erwyn )): hahah ! i was looking thru my baby pics . den i saw this pic of me and erwyn when we were 1 . hhahah . sooo cute . we were like hugging each other . yay ! we loove JB . dah cute ehk , with your skater hat and board . oh , i saw thw vid of you n karlynn singing and playin the guitar , awesommmeeee much ! WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER ON MY BDAE AYEE ! JUST LIKE LAST YEAR . YAYY so for the past few days , i have been goin back to schl -.- choir uhhs . pfft . i lost my voice ready . aweesomee . but but , the only fun part was when i saw malcolm n chris ! TEEHEE ! seriously , i dunno whyy . but i use to a ' thing ' for certain chinese guys . I DUNNO WHY . and gays too :O hahahaha . dey are just cutee larhs . hahahahs . so when we had combine , malcolm was standing infront of me . and chris was standing behind me . i cant concentrate to what i was singing . besides , the songs suck anyways =P hhehhee . den i told sabrina abt malcolm first . she was like ; Malcolm ?! yang CO nyer chairman ? eh cutee sia dier HAHAHS ! cnt ! i chop / chope ( kay i dunno larh ) first ! whahah ! roxanne oso say malcolm soo cute . wheeehee . dden chris was dancing for the hip hop thingy thing . den dere was this part when he dance solo . fuhhhhh .. hawtt . whahahaha ! the song he was dancing to was damn damn niceeeee((: heheh . i love guys to can dance , sing , skate , and has good taste in fashion ... just like : JUSTINBIEBER ! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i loooooooooovvvvveeeeeeeeeeee this guyyyyyyyyy ! damnx den mr toh say i have to cut my frindge . bangs . I DUNWAN . but must . coz my frindge too long . haiyoooooo . scraaaaaaaaaaammm you mr toh ! but lucky you cute . WTH ! hahaha ! i still can remember , you picking on me almost on every choir prac . haris said you likee me . bluekkk . and you called me darling ! how could you ! i do hate you sumhow . but your just cute . andand ! , i love how you dress ^^ HAHAH ! HANEY GILERRR ! den after choir today , went to have lunch w sabb n cassandraa . denden , im suppose to buy ☮ necklace . went to diva . carik peyh carik last last ader .. but the ☮ damn small -.- plus not nice . $10 summore ! oh cmon ! den atlast we bought this necklace . it a heart . broken into 2 . so that i can have one . sabb oso . and its PINK N PURPLE . goooo piiiinkkkk ! sab loves purple . HAHAHAHA ! den bought it . then in the middle , it says , best friends awwhh .. HAHAHAHHAHAA ! crazyy uhh mee .. eh i want orange juice laa ! and justin bieber ! whahaha ! k laaaa . i talk too much . byee laaaa (: ♥♥ when will i ever see you again ? .. Labels: iwantyou.. |
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title: NeverSayNever ((: ღ нαηεч αηιsнια ™
~ ♫ i threw all of your stuff away , den i cleared you right of my head . i tear you out of my heart , and ignore all your msgs . i tell everyone we got thru . coz im soo much better without you . but its just another preety lie coz i break down everytime you come around ~ may ☮ be upon some of you . lols . hahahs . today was sooo soooo veryy boring -.- i did nuttin for the whole day . kay wait , i did . DID CHORES . urghh ... had to clean up my wordrope . my clothes are like all over the place . lecehhhh laaa . soo much clothes , but still , i'll always say : I HAVE NUTTIN TO WEAR ! hahahaha ! yeahhhs . andandand ; JUSTINBIEBER SOO HAWT ! woahhh .. my boii ♥ whahahah ! soo after did chores , went down stairs to accompany k wait , to prevent confusion , i'll call Danial Shahrizal ( budak ex-prss ) : Danial . den i'll call Danial Adryan ( my brothaa ) : Adryan . yay . den brought jazlynn to the playground . my mom told me to ask sab whether she can follow , den cnt . gi ngaji ehhhhkk ;D haha . denden , jazlynn fell . had to carry her home all the way . den i wiped her wound , changed her and stuff . wahh , penatt ! hahahs . so here i am now , updating . hahaha . EH SERIOUSLY LAA ! JUSTIN SOO HAWTTTTT ! hahah kk random ~ but hes just soo .. URGH ! EFFIN CUTE ! hahahas k stop it larh haneyyyy ! :D today , i shiok sendiri alotttt of times . hahaha . i was bored , so what . hehehe . eh , im suppose to watch the Last Song but till now havent watch ! @#$%^&*( ! hahahah . nvrm nvrm . I WANN WATCH KARATE KID ;D DANIAL NAK BLANJEE KAN ? huahuahua ! oh and fyi : justin soo effinhawtcuteadorable ;3 HAHAHAHHA . layan kan me jee C; so yahhh . till here den . au'revoir((: i want cookies n cream icey , banana crumble / nut crunch cereal and orange juicee ! * ~ * ♥♥ you reminded me of what use to be .. : / Labels: hrmms ... |
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title: boredd lahh ~ unique.wierdo
Justin Bieber : Haney , i love you .. i finally found you .. gosh , ur dazzling eyes .. ur beautiful . i love you . Me : awwh .. i love you too .. i'd -.. Justin Bieber : hush ... * puts his finger's on my lips * you talk too much , you noe . anyway , ive been thinking ... erm ... would you be mine ... ? (: Me : * OMG OMG * erm .... ((((: ~ got closer and closer .. he held my waist .. we closed eyes ......... ~ " HANEYYY ! BANGUN ! DA KUL BRAPE NIHH ?!! ANAK DA-RE PEMALAS ! " WAAAAHHHHH ! ALLLLLAAAAAA ! NENEK NIHH ! KACAU LAAAAA ! )))))))))))))))))))'''':: yess , hellloo ☮. so i woke up this morning , feeling damn pissed off -.- whyy cant i just finish the dreammmm ! )): sadded sia my life )': OH JUSTIN , IF ONLY YOU WERE MINE .... kay nvrm nvrm . so basicly , i did nuttin today . hahahs boring lurhs . so nuttin much to write actually . Danial and Alfee called . so otp w em . Luqman texted the whole day . den now chatting w Syafiq . he wants to send me ice cream again ! NOO ! -.- if he cmes to my house , i'lll ........ nvrm . grrr . hahahha . okayy . i dunno what to write ready . HAHAHHAHA ! i noe , crazy lurh me . haney haney , apee nak jadi . da lah justin kau tak dpt ... huakkkk ! kkkkkkkkk , i shant talk much . i wanna sleep ~ its 12 sharp . hahaaha . niteenitee . * oh pleasee pleaseeee pleaseeee continue thaa dream ! : / * ' ♫ you see , love at first is summertime . thats when you think that everythin's fine . no one ever thinks its gonna end . but when thinks go wrong and winter comes , youre gonna need to run to sumone . left alone you'll just freeze up again . But you should noe , when it gets to cold , youre not alone ... i'll melt the snow .... ' ♥♥ ps . i miss those times ... : / Labels: here we go again .. |
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