title: wazupzsx ! nyahahah ! unique.wierdo
HELLOHELLOHELLO ! ! did you notice ? I CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN YAWW ! nyahahah ! and i cant believe i did it all by myself ! hehehe . like last year , izza help me with it . hehhs . i spent the whole night doin it till kena scolded by my mom . hehhs . SO . anyways , i made up my mind . i dun wanna be in the same position as i did during the previous part of my life . i dun wanna waste my precious tears on people hu dunno how to appreciate dem . hrmfph ! hahahah . i wannna start new , and i wanna try to move on . i have to stop thinking of people dat i love and go after in the end , evrerything mess up . i wanna care fer people hu love ME . i'll leave everything to fate . nyhahahah . if fate determines me to be wif him or him den i;ll be MORE den happy (: if not , den deres nuttin i can do ryte ? hees . i wanna be the cheerful-me like ive always been during my previous parts of my life . and i will STOP being the girl who's always depress , wasting tears on him n him , very the emo , n all the negetive negetive things . I WANNA MOVE ON ! ! as i said , if im able to be wif him again , well . . YAY ! hahahah . lets keep my love fer people hu really wants it . and i'll be glad to share half of my life w him (: help me move on aye ? i'll be giving you few more weeks den dats it . i cant wait to be surprise (: hahahah . i love to laugh . fer no reason . im just soo happy fer myself . heheheh ! kk , today didnt happen much actually . i stayed at home . woke up at 10am . slept back . woke up at 11.35 . slept back .woke up at 12++ . kena force to wake up . hahahah . den wen straight to de comp . online . chat with Danial ( ITE ) hahahaha . everyday disturb me . same jugak cam min n redza . nyahahah ! basicly , i did nuttin . OMG ! kk , i needa go now . wait fer tmr update kkay ! BYE LOVES ! xoxo~ Labels: i love myself |
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title: it started , and it ended . . unique.wierdo
SUPP ~ i was very bsy last few days and didnt manage to update so heres whut happened ; wednesday : schoolwas normal . i forgotten whut really happended . hahahaha . but during recess , mr Pay went to our table . he was looking fer one of us and wanted to put incharge of the cleniness of our table . ( waaah , my eng powerr ) . like the other day , he went up to fie and ask fie to be incharge fer that day . den he gave fie chewing gum . so i tot he would do the same this time . so i raise my hand ( i didnt noe whyy i did dat ) and asked ; " get chewing gum ? " but before finishing my sentence he said ; " okayy ! wah , first time i see sumone volunteer . wahh good good . wats your name ? " * my babes was like' wooooah ! hahahah !' * i keep on sayimg NOO NOO ! i never ! . but den he wrote my name ready . den he say later during assembly , wen he is talking bout 'idunowhut' , he will announce my name . say dat i volunteered . i was like : wookayy . . . o.o . den he say , if the table not clean , i have to go fer detention . and im like incharge fer the whole year . WTF . kk nvrm nvrm . . den went home . walking2 , suddenly sumone , n i have no ida hu she was , noes my name . full name sumore . she shouted " HI HANEY ! " shock sia . den i duno i duno , i say hi back . den i wanted to walk off den she tell her friends " ehk , tu haney anishia . " how in the world does she noe my name , i oso dunno . den walk home w sab . got home , find my sista , hugged her , and wished her Hapi Bdae . heeee . i dunno whut to buy fer her seyh . im currently broke . use most of my money to buy my bro's bdae pressie last year . 50++ seyh ! hahahahah ! nvrm . . he buying me guitar tis year ! yeshaa ! hahah ! my mom owes me a new skateboard ! hahahaha . kk enough . went swensens the other day to celebrate her bdae ready so didnt celebrate on her actual bdae . we jus went out i think . hahaha . cant remember . so dats abt it . thrusday ; k , i fogot whut happend . . . OH YA . . home ec was funn ! hahahaha ! we had to cook Masala . i have no idea whut it was . hahahhaah ! lets admit dat i seriously cant cook . hahaah ! lucky got ira . hahahahah . the cooking part was soo fun fun fun . BUTT , i hate he cleaning up part . had to wash off = major eeeeew ! so we cooked , and OURS WAS THE BEST AR ! hahahahah ! min , hadly , mizan n bernard verrry hilarious . huahuahua ! laugh like heaven till ms suckass scold . hehhs ! k donee ~ friday : my class was like SOOOO HORNY during Geo . hahahah ! the teacher lagyk horny . start the subject ! hahhaahahah ! oh , whut can i say , 2a1 mahhh ! hahahaah ! min keep on disturbing me . i was pissed off den i ignored him . dun wanna talk to him . den he got bored since i never layan him den he keep on saying ' SORRRY HANEYY ! ! ' like i duno how many times . hehehe . he was like begging seyh . kecian dier . tawu pun . he cant live without me ! i love him sooo much as my BGF . ( bestguyfriend) . hahahaha. en at last i talk to him . den happy . lols . den i duno i duno . i forget , agian . hahaha ! short term memory ar me ! nyahahah ! den Eng : before lesson , redza was mocking me . den i snap athis face ( our fav game to play . hahah ) , den he blink , den he chase me arnd the class . hahahah ! den he take my checkered strap . luqman join in . i was chasing dem , den min oso join , den dey were like passing the thing . hhahaah . den bernard oso join . huahua . kena bully seyh me . den i snatch the thing from luqman's hand , den the thing break . redza help me fix back . nyahahaah . Den sab keep asking me to walk pass 2a2 . nk tengok Arricks ( arrifin . hahah . i made up the nick name ^^ ) chey . . sab da move on arhx ! hahahaah ! nows my turn . . lols . saddam was super irrit sia ! he like me but i hate him . min keep on disurbing me bout him , again . hahahaah ! he made me a bracelet out of staple bullets . i was like WTF sia ? i dun wan take it ! hahahahaha ! hes just . . i hate him . hahhaha ! den eng start , teacher call redza to tell the whole class whutt he loves doin . den he say " i love disturbing n punching haney . muahahahahah ! " den mr lim was like . . okayy .. hahah ! redza uhh , giler . kacau me like everyday ! hahah ! nvrm2 . cool . he oso my BGF . hahaha ! den mr lim keep singing laa . till the whole class memorise tihs song . i duno whut the title . but everytime during eng we will all sing " I BEG YOUR PARDON . . . I NEVER PROMISE YOU A ROSE GARDEN ! " hahahahah ! den mr lim laugh ! heee . after school : follow my ncc babes go change to their No. 4 . den saty at canteen fer awhile . sit at the swing with the sec 1s . den talk talk . den all needa go cca except fer haris . DEN . . . i was sitting at the swing , den suddenly sab said : " sial laa ! tu Fahmi ngan Danial kan !?!? dorang habis ITE siang per ?! " i was shocked like hell , since danial called me the other day , saying fahmi ( sab nyer ex ) wanna meet sab den he wants to meet me . den sab panic . hahahhaah ! den dey all saw us , danial was waving at me . huahua ! i wanted to see dem but sab wanted to leave . so leave ar . den walking outside school , saw ; Iswan and azroy . i was like . . OMG . . dats iswan . . OMG he was looking at me , but i dint wanna look at him . den my mood change . sab saw iswan , den she was looking at me . i didnt wanna talk much . went back school coz i keep on asking sab to go back . since i wanted to see iswan . . den danial call , ask we all at where . de dey all ; iswan , fahmi , danial , azroy , haidi , iskandar , shazran , all saw me n sab . den sab talk to fahmi . i kept on looking at iswan . at last he waved at me . i smiled fer i sec , den look away . i grab sab and told i wanna go out from school . she at first blur , but den she understand . went to canteen fer awhile . sab saw arricks . saw qamarul n friends . den i went out of school . * i jus cant believe they stood next to each other . i was having a dilema . . * so dats all . hahaahha . it started and it ended ... i lost evrything . i lost dad . i lost iswan . i lost qamarul . . i hate it . . so , i dun wanna elaborate . bye when will i loose my life ?. . . . . ps . confirm got spelling error . DUHHH . Labels: i hate my life . . . |
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title: qwertyuiopasdf-ihateyou unique.wierdo
its late and theres actually LOTS to talked abt . but im kinda lazy now + i have to wake u in the morning tomorrow / later . so i rather blog EVERYTHING dat happend few days back , tomorrow / later . main thing is dat , my day today / yesterday was a . . regrettion , to me . i wished it didnt happened , and even if it happened , i wish i wasnt dere . . I cant believe i saw ;... Iswan . i totally forgotten about you , till i met you jus now / yesterday . i wished dat didnt happened . and im currently in tears now writing abt tis . i was confused . i didnt noe why , whut happened . everything i loved , is being taken away from me . its just unfair . and i dont understand the point of living anymore . i lost everything . . . love sucks . yea seriously , for me . things come n go . and i hate it . i cant be living hapily . happy endings doesnt belong in my world . suddenly , i can picture everything in my mind . if lost people i love , and ders NO way i could get dem back . whut to do , im jus plain useless . . . i dun have the mood to talk much . wait fer tomorrow / later 's update . Labels: tanx . . ., yea |
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title: what the farquhar ! NYAHAHAHAH ! xDD unique.wierdo
HELL-Os ! nyahaha hahaha . kkk . my daes have been VERYYY BORINGG ! pfft . so whut happen ; PW ; talked bout vsiting the old folks home again . den the CWC re-arrange our groups . so im no longer with redza , fie , sabn phillips ); aww . . nvrmm . my new group ; Xavier ! , grace , joy n azrul . nyahahaha . cheyy , Xavier grp leader or whutt ? den everything i have to do uhhs . -.- hahaha . Maths ; learn new topic : algebra . OHH I HATE IT ! ISHH ! blurr siakk . dunno whutt to so . den copyy . hahaha ! Science ; k dis one i dun care . i dont understand siaa whutt she talking . hahahaha ! all i noe is , i slept . but she didnt caught me . hahhs . HISTORY ! ! ; wahhh ! sial i love tis subjectt like sooooo much siaa ! hahahah ! i love Mr Halim ! nyeheheh . as a teacher uhh . D U H H . funny sia . he somehow made the subject like sooo interesting n now im like soooo lovin History ! hehe ! he say the first person hu can find ' The Indiana ' , the ship dat raffles took otw to singapore like years back , get $50 . he says its in singapore . " goodluck finding it " hahha . like last week , Ira get $20 from mr halim coz she was the first one to take picture w the 2 statues of raffles . redza got $10 . hhahaha . den now , its $50 . IM SOO GONNA WANNA GET IT ! wahhhh ~ den we read read the textbook den came to this part when stamford raffles got mad with william farquhar . den mr halim said : " when raffles got mad at william farquhar he went up and said ; WHAT THE FARQUHAR ? ! " den the whole class laughing like heaven siaa . den everybody quite ready . . . den I n Min LOL . den whole class start laughing again . hahahahahah ! DAMX FUNNY SIAA ! huaaaaaak ! i <3 history & the teacher teaching that subject . HAHA ! kkk . Ace ; Min , redza n I suddenly talking bout spongebob n pheneas n ferb ( k idk spell ) . lauhging laughing laughing coz they keep singing singing , den kena scolding by miss suckass . hahahah k fyi ms suckass = ms nur nadiah . IHATEYOULIKESOODAMNMUCHMANX ! hu doesnt . tsk . ckp jerr wanna speak to me n sab den never , although i reminded you readyy . hrmmm . k back . den ace do the same thing like PW . den lesson end . ira went fer dettention , so im wif sab , fie n yan . stay at school fer awhile . got to know bout atika diana 's . . k wait , i shall call you D . hehhs . got to noe dats D's prob was abittt wookay readyy . hahhs .relief per gal ? hahah . den saw Syg n Sab's ' wanna be ' : hot fudge . i dunno whyy fie call him hot fudge , but he called fie ' nugget ' ? wookayys . . den disturb sab bout her wanna be . den sab jiwang fer few mins . den i scold . den she stop . jiwang jiwang . . .haiyaa . lols . den go out of school . walked behind syg n abdul = hot fudge . hahhs . i made a new phrase fer sab ' ohh my abdul ! ' or ' abdul ar kau ! ' hahhaha ! den i dunno whutt happend , fie was holding on to abdul's hp . den dun wan give back . den abdul follow , die die nak hp dier alek . den i dunno i dunno . saw tis mad person dat me n sab once kacau . i shouted at sab den suddenly he ran towards us . waaa panic arrr . heheheh . kekek perrr . i wanted to like talk n hug syg but hes to bsy i guess . . ehk syg ? heee . den go afgan , fie blanjee bbltea . hahhs . in the end got to noe , kene baar fie balik . apedahh . sab went to alter her skirt after me n ira basturd sab . hahaha ! sryy yaa ! i do dis coz i <3 u laa dey ! hahahahaah ! den bla bla bla , went homee . suddenly ryte , reach home oni , i saw man n woman in suits sitting on the sofa talking to my mom n bro . i tot whutt sia . den my mom introduse me to dem . she say its peopple from the court or sumtink i dunoo laa . den she told my mom dat they need to speak to me privately . its about Dad . my real dad . i suddenly got soo scared n i dunno whyy . dey didnt even smile at me . dey as me questin like interegating me siaa . i can see dat the women was not satisfied or sumtink . she gave me dat smirking look . i was like , whut te heaven sia . haiyaakkk , en went outside back with my mom n bro . den they ask me like : " how did you felt when your dad left you ? were you depressed or sumtink ?? " i turned to look at my mom , den looked bck at dem . not saying anytink , yet . i hate it when people ask bout my past ,. seriously ar . whutt ? jus bcos you people have your dad's love den wanna compare ? tssk . my mom noes dat i hate it . she noes how badly affected i would be . but she didnt stop dem . i was already holding my tears back . she cold see how i felt , but didnt do anytink bout it . den i simply said . uhh . i dunno uhh . i wass too young , i cant remeber anytink . pfft . den talk talk sumore . den dey left . i was pissed and got in my room . siak . den another group of people came . wanna interview me . i went out . the first they all said was , " OMG haney ! your all grown up ! you lokk preetier ! omg haney ! " den dey all hug me . i was like ,okayyy . . whu are tis people again ? dey noe my name ? hugging me ? errrr . . . . LOST . dey ask me ; " remeber when you are like p3 , p4 , den you are alwats goin fer modelling , interviews , photo shoots ? " straight away i remember . i was modelling fer like few years back . till p5 , my mom stopped my from modelling , due to my studies . hahaahha . waaa ! i miss dem ! hugg dem againnn . hahahahaha ! den dey say i look sooo diff and they really really want me back , working w dem . dey say i can go travelling arnd the world . WAAHHH SIAL UHH I WANT SIAA ! I WANNA BE FAMOUS ! I WANT I WNT ! ! i say uhh yes , ofcourse i will join back . BUTTTTT ! my mom dont allow , she says my studies da terok nak mampos den now , if i go back w dem den teros my studies like shitt . i was like begging my mom . finally she say , end of year , see results . dats all . if good den i can get to be with my ' crew ' back . hahaah ! awwwwwwh . . . sad seyh ! dey like really want me bck soo badly . awww i miss my makeup artist ! i miss my photographer ! aaaawwwwhh . . . )': den talk talk talk , dey say thier next destination goin to either japan or paris ! I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT GOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): ): )"; nvrm uhh . . . GOOD RESULTS = EOY ! i musttt ! hahhaahah ! n i will ! xDD eeeeeeekk , cant wait cant wait ! Syg Qamarul . . , im sorry fer whut i did . i should have told you , but i couldnt . i was sick of people leaving me , and i didnt want it to happen again . i didnt want you to leave me . its just soo hard to get over him . but im trying . . cant you see ? although i hated him like SOOOO MUCH . Thats why i wanted to be with you . to get over him . so dat i can love you . and i WANT to .seriously ar ... at first , i did tell you that i was wortless and wanted you to leave me . hrmmm . . im just not . . . . good , enough for you . you deserve someone else better . seriously you wont understand . nobody does . its complicated ..... tskk . i just need a little more time and i promise , i'll love you with all my heart . you noe i do love you soooo much dont you ? hrmm . . its okayy . . . . . leave me if you want to . but i'll never let you go . . . . . . . )'; iloveyousoodamnmuchtillineverwannaletyougo . . . k , i dunno whutelse to say . soo i guess im done here . BYEEEEEEE ! ps . alaaa . . . lazyy wanna check my spelling . understand it if you dont . tanxx ayeee . xoxo ~ Labels: qamarul . . . . |
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title: GTHeaven ~ SUPP~! weeeee ~ k boring . hahahas . ive decided dat maybe i'll blog bout my days fer these few weeks . hrmm . . maths , boreddd . did tis test . waaaa , first time seyh FORGOT TO BRING CALCULATOR . wah piiiang. lucky teacher give chance . nyahahaha . den share calculator w Min . tanxx ayee . hehhs . IS/TP , lagykk borink nak mampos . k , i forgot whut i did . . . den before goin fer recess , ms suckasss ask fie " fie ! you using chelak ( k i duno spell ._. ) isit ?! " den we were like , "cher , Fie ? use make up ? you sure not ? " hahahaha . den she paiseyh . huahuahua . ive seen fie in make up ONCE onlyy . last two years : graduation night . nyahahahah . fiee , fieeee . eng , did letter writting . hahahah . lame siakk . seriouss . i cheat seyh . k shhhhhhh . malay , pfffft . never pay attention at all . kena scolding like alot of times siaa . hahahah . bad bad . den last period , ACE . discuss dicuss about the ` goin to old folks home . den teacher ask to get in groups without a single noise . den abit sound oni , must get back to our seats and do it all over again until like got no noise . haiyaaa . my group : me , fie , sab , redza n phillips . huahuaa . after school , stay at canteen waiting fer Syg . den sit w aiman . siket peyh irritating ! den we fight bout last year i otp w him while we both watching ghost movie . den he shout shout . scared . i tell sab , den wanna scold . tak naq ngaku per boii ? hahaha . nvrm nvrm . den aiman continue shouting . suddenly , ms suckass came . she stare like semacam sakk . cam nak gado . she ask whyy we stayback . den she saw sab's nose piercing . den ask sab to take out . she ask , when she pierce laa , what shitt la . den she stare at me , den she say she wanna talk to the both of us tmr . like whut the heaven siaa . never do anytink wrongg whuttt , dasarrr . tak pe tak pe . met Syg fer awhile oni . . . sad seyh . . hrmm . . den sab wanna go get donuts since yesterday never buy . walked w sab , diana , effa , khad n diana's friend . hahhs . talk bout that bitch . limit siaa tu pompann ! pfft . den buy dunuts , den eat , den laugh , den go toilet den went back to school . Otw back , terjumpe Danial ( ITE ) sab , sloww gilerr per girl ? hahaha ! eleh , ckp jer nak kluar together , beyh malu malu . ish ish . " Dan da abg abg seyh " i kept repaeting it at him . hahahah ! funnnyyy ! den byeebyee . he text me . den reach school . sat w fairuz . talkkkkk alottt . den needa go fer choir . SING SANG SUNG . i was pissed with ths choir teacher . urgggh fcuk . hahaha ! mr terrance toh keep calling me seyh ! Haney this , Haney that , Haney ! . hrmmm .... after choir , ira called . sab's suppose to meet syafiq after choir . hahaha . ira w her johan . den i saw Syg . i wanted to o to him and gave him a hug . . . BUTT , sabb soo slow . in thee end , he was out of schoool . waaaa , mad seyh . hhahahaha . den meet ira , johan n syafiq . Sab malu konon ! hahahah ! sweet seyh if sab togthr w syafiq . hahahaah ! kk . den needa go home . so walked home uhhs . Dan keep sms ing . Sab called Fahmi . dorang bobal cam phm syh ! padahal padahal . huakk ! den first saw this guy . i dunoo hu , but he was mocking sab . den walk half way , saw few more guys . irritating siakk . " ehk girl , wallet jatoh ! " beyh sab belief den look back . hahaah ! kesian , paiseyh . huahuahua ! den walk sumore , got this other guys , ask fer number . wahh , i was alreadyy pissed of , then show dem 1 finger up sia . heee . den sab went home . hahaha . funny . i tot i saw fahmi . lols . sala orang . heheh . got home , my family all watching home videos . got to admit , i was sooo cute seyh last time . now cuter . huahua . lols cam phm . bathe n stuff . den otp w Syg fer awhile . hahahaah . den otp w Ira n sab . hee . k now im bored . ive got homework i suppose . alaaa , lazy uhhs . heeee .... YAY TMR GOT HISTORY ! wwoooooo ~ hahahah ! i love history ! nyaahaahah ! k lurhs , i wanna sleep ready . gudnight dearies . (if eres any typo errors . alaaa . . paham kan jer laa ehk . lazyy to check liao) teehee ! * did i mention i got abuse n robbed by Min , Redza n Mizan ? well i did . redzaa punched me fer no reason ? painnn siaa . nvrm . . hes gooona get it tmr . min n mizan took my moneyy . hrmm . . . take laaa . i dun care . ader $10 taknak amek . BODOWS . hahahah ! ilovemybrothaaaa sooo many many wookay ! hahahahaha ! i got used to it . . . iloveyousodamnbloodymuch.i'lldoanytinkforyou.ipromise.iknowwhutidid.complicated . . . iloveyousoomuchmysyg , qamaruljohari(: Labels: my baby . . . |
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title: life must go on ! unique.wierdo
hellohello . lets share aye ? THE i got sick fer crying a week straight abt you . ar seriously ar . . i cant get you off my mind and i find it VERYYY frustrating . pffft . 21 and more things i miss when were together : when we use to talk otp and accompany each other late at night . when you always ask me to study otp with in end up not studying at all . when you fought with me during Raye on who gets more money . when we use to critisise other people together . when you always force me to eat wen i dun wan to . when you give me your lame jokes . when we use to hide from each other . when we always make eye contact . when we always tell each other that we'll come over and feed each other . when you promise the world to me . when you always cheer me up . when we LOL till our parents got mad at us . when we call each other cute n funny names . when your always there wen i needed you . when we text each other til our bill damnx high den both our fones kena taken . when you named you cute cat after me . when we use to argue bout small littl things . when we always berangan together . when you always find ways just to see me . when we blush together wen our friends talked abt us . when we use to talk abt NSN . and sang together . when you always defended me and wiping my tears off . . what happened ?? . . you took all this memories away from me . you left me with your broken promises . i soon found out sumtink that left me with tears . i've never love sumone SOO MUCH in my life before . i didnt had love in my life until i met you . now you left . how stupid was i thinking you'll be here forever , dumbass . i thought i lost sumone very special in my life . . MY ANGEL ~ i was giving up on love until i met him , my Qamarul Johari ♥ i found out that i couldnt gave up on love soo easily . at first wen i met him , i never thought i'll end up with him . i thought i didnt deserve him . me ? him ? i dunno i dunoo . hees . not until 130110 (: ive decided that loving him is sooo much wayyy damn better than wasting my tears on that damn bloody sonofabitch . pfft . go to heaven la boi . hrmm . . I LOVE MY BBY SOO DAMNN MUCHHH ! ! ! my property aye ! touch him , i bite (: k , I JUST CANT EXPLAIN IN WORDS ON HOW MUCH I LURVE HIM ! WAAAAA ! ILOVEHIMLAAAA ! I LOVEHIM I LOVE HIM ILOVEHIM hes mine ! bluekkk ! hahahah ! kk , back off . my property , DONT touch . im warning yaa . ;D k laa , ive got nuttin much to talk laa . its 4 in thaa morn . * yawnz * ohh ya , i thought abt my childrens names in tha future : Tiara Katryana Dwiyanti Bte her father Shazdair WanPutra Nafirz Bin his father hhahaha ! hey , i got nuttin better to do seyh . teehee ! i can imagine watching them grow up . awwwwh , sweet . preparing them on their first day of school . eheheehhe ! ish , i cant be independent myself den wanna think of stuff like tis . plishh deh . HAHAHA ! ive been brought up by maids doin everything fer me . i cant even wash my own clothes . i dunno how to prepare my own meal . everything , my maid ! shout oni ; BIBIKKK ! den she'll come and assist me . haish , not good not good . NYAHAHAHAH ! xDD k wait , i was otp w ira dat time , somthing pissed me off . . oryte till here . i wanna sleep . GUDNIGHT !I LOVEQAMRUL♥ hahahaaha ! kk , byeebyee ! xDD Labels: hes mine today. . tomorrow . . foreva . . |
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title: Random ~ unique.wierdo
suppp ~ its been very long since i last blog . hahhs . dats bcos i have nuttin to write about . its private , soo , no biggy . hahhs . kkays . hrmm . . ahhhhh lazy la wanna update . i seriously got nuttin to say . my days has been boring , ya , boring . lols . kk . i'll update a proper one soon . HAHHS ! so . . BYEBYE ! ! Labels: imstillmissingyou . . |
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